At the gym today I worked on the handstand. I am one step closer to it, I have to chase it relentlessly. Same thing with the crow pose. In addition to that I learned something new today. My temper is becoming mellow. This is certainly a positive. I used to snap very easily and it was easy to throw me off or distract me from my goals. The first time I did 75 Hard I had started getting into the groove of getting things done and that helped me focus better. After that I had a bit of an issue because in the break that I took I had no structure and felt lost again. I was still doing the routine but you know the challenge was complete with nothing to look forward to immediately after it. I began going back to my old ways not too long after and I was afraid that I would undo what I had accomplished after so much effort.

My decision to do 75 Hard again was done in a desperate attempt to bring permanence to the change I had brought in myself. I wanted to explore this change further. My family says I have changed a lot but I think I can change and better myself further. I need short term goals after this program is over. The last time I had decided to train for a marathon but I realised that the training for that is difficult and its going to take time. I run once a week now but it is nowhere near marathon levels.

In the meantime I am considering smaller goals and I intend to use 75 Hard as many times as possible to accomplish each of those goals. I am still thinking about what I need to do. The same applies to my business. In the past I have spent a lot of time thinking and not doing anything as a result but this time I want to act fast. I understand it has to be something that can be done with consistency and I am getting hints of how to do it so I have to keep an eye out to see how the world responds to my actions. At this point I just need to feel the waters before I jump into the ocean. Day 66 was a success.